May 2011
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May 31st
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One week!
7 days ago, I decided to quit dipping. It sucks like hell sometimes, but I’ve done a kick ass job at it. I used to dip HALF a can a day. At 3.80 something a can, I’ve saved over 13 dollars this week alone. How crazy is that!?  I did the math today. I dipped 4 years. I quit a few times here and there but I’ve spent almost 2 grand on DIP in those 4 years. Skoal is a bastard for...
May 25th
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This is you... This is you after drugs.
miradeara: All the drugs, alcohol, and sex at the age of Thirteen… Who knew it would lead to turning into a vampire??    
May 24th
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May 24th
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Stuck in neutral?
I honestly don’t know what i’m doing. You know how in the movies, the kids encourage their single parent to get out there and date again. “I don’t know how to date anymore.” I can vouch that dating is not like riding a bike.  I went four years and some months alone. No boyfriend. Many prospects, but in the end I ran them off or they ran me off. Then I met Ron. When I...
May 24th
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It's about that time... (day 2)
It’s been over a year since I last attempted to quit dipping. I had forgotten how TRULY hard it can be. I had my last dip almost 24 hours ago, but it’s already crappy. The first three days are “The Fog.” That’s when you basically feel like you have nothing to do, and all you want is that sweet little dip. It takes 72 hours to get nicotine out of your system. Sunday,...
May 20th
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It's about that time...
It’s an on and off relationship. I want it. I don’t need it. It’s an addiction I’ve held on to for 4 years. On May 19th, 2007 I had my first taste of Skoal Berry Blend Pouches. Some call it dip, chew, spitting tobacco, etc. I won’t lie, I absolutely love it. It tastes great to me.  I’ve quit a few times. My longest streak being 6 months. However, every year I...
May 19th
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May 17th
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DONE
What makes me mad is for years, I haven’t had the balls to stand up for myself. I sacrificed my happiness for many… Held my tongue when other talked shit. It worked for me. I hate confrontation. However, there comes a time where you say “I’m DONE.” Today was that day.  I get so tired of everyone telling me how to do this… You suck at that…. I receive...
May 15th
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Keep crashing down...
I know they say God doesn’t give you more than you can handle, but I wish he wouldn’t trust me so much. There is not a perfect soul currently walking this planet, and the only one that has and ever will is Jesus. Therefore, we all sin. We all make mistakes. We screw up. We pay for it all. However, there are some mistakes larger than others. I don’t agree with a lot of things...
May 5th
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